February 2010
so i broke up with chris last night.
i’m sorry i did not submit to your retardation.
i feel much better about myself knowing you cheated on me with a girl who’s “much prettier” than me. but probably a lot less open-minded and for sure no where near as interesting. i came out on top. you’re going to sink to the bottom.
oh and by the way, have i ever mentioned how...
January 2010
i’m listening to sufjan stevens.
i’m trying so hard to be open-minded. i want this to work, which is weird because i didn’t really care either way in the begining. but so fast my mind has changed. and feelings have grown. and i really do care for you, and more than anything i worry. i just want you to be happy, without sacrificing my own happiness in the process. here has to be...
cholababy619: made it home? Adjbbone: herp Adjbbone: I have your quilt Adjbbone: if you ever want to see it alive again you will do as I say Adjbbone is away at 1:19:14 AM. cholababy619: are you fucking serious Adjbbone: I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU DO NOT OBLIGE I WILL SEND IT TO YOU IN PIECES Adjbbone: FIRST WITH THE TAG Adjbbone: THEN THE LINER Adjbbone: patch by patch Adjbbone: until you meet my...
what in the world. i don’t feel anything. maybe my depression has multiplied, but i really think this weekend has helped me realize that 80% of you do not matter. and if anything, i am better off without you in the long run. so you know what, i’ll do my thing. and you all can do your thing. i’m making it out of this town, and i’m making it out in one piece. the decisions i...
when ed awoke on march 1st he was filled with a self-loathing he could not endure. “i had no desire to continue living with all the problems inside my head.” unable to make a living, at age 49, alec walked into the woods near his house, and shot himself. “i have taken my life in order to provide capital for you, it’s purely a business sensation. i hope you can understand...
i need to stop making myself so god damn vulnerable.
in this situation, though, the outcome doesn’t much matter.
because he isn’t you.
i love zac.
just sayin’.
revasser-deactivated20110501 asked: why did you steal my picture of bambi before i could post it?
fuckaz-deactivated20110101 asked: why do you hate me
my friend from fresno is coming to fort smith tomorrow! i am excited and nervous at the same time, i haven’t seen this guy in so long. and he is so weird, ahaha. i don’t even know where he’s gonna stay. maybe laken will let us crash at the apartment for the couple days he’s here. that’d be cool, we’ll see.
oh, also! for all my lil tumblr followers~
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"The supreme act of forgiveness is when you can...
— Don Miguel Ruiz
san diego is calling my name. i can hear it.
today i saw a guy at the phone repair shop, next to toys-r-us. he wasn’t in line, but he was just watching everyone intensely, like a robot sort of. then he would scribble down things in his notebook. at first i thought he was drawing us, but then i saw him walk to the other side of the room and noticed it was all writing. he had almost a full page of just writing. i want to know what he was...
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just when i thought the upcoming 'alice in...
teenagejesus:
1. “Alice (Underground)” performed by Avril Lavigne 2. “The Poison” performed by The All-American Rejects 3. “The Technicolor Phase” performed by Owl City 4. “Her Name Is Alice” performed by Shinedown 5. “Painting Flowers” performed by All Time Low 6. “Where’s My Angel” performed by Metro Station 7. “Strange” performed by Tokio Hotel and Kerli 8. “Follow Me Down” performed by 3OH!3...
indierap:
Ashley , I miss you terribly. I hope you know I’m a phone call away. I tried to call you this week but I never got an answer. I hope you are doing well, I just sometimes feel like you the only one that would understand me.
indira, you know i am always here for you. i think that i lost a big chunk of myself when i left sd. i think everyone there can tell as well. but, i am always a...
